A word of advice...

"Don't follow any advice, no matter how good, until you feel as deeply in your spirit as you think in your mind that the counsel is wise."

~Joan Rivers~

It's the weekend. And... I... have to run 21km later this evening.... sighs... Honestly. I have a bad feeling about this. Other than that I don't have anything else planned except for meeting my bestie, Ainin and Naim tomorrow. God, I need more friends... Well actually I have a word or two to share with you. It's about control. Self-control to be more exact.


Life will always throw shit at you. Everything from heartbreaks to a shitty 8-5 job. An your emotion will always, always try to get the better of you. In life it is the one who is able to control his emotion that will be the victor. For in truth it takes a whole lot of mental strength to overcome your anger, your sadness and your depression. It is focus that makes you able say "Go F*** yourself you stupid emotion." But how do you control of yourself. Emotion's consume you. It eats your very soul. Slowly consumes you. It is a darkness that you have to fight. You just have to fight cause if it wins it's over. There will be no light to guide you. There is no one to save you once you go down that path. You need to realize this. That the people around you are just hope. But you are the warrior. You are the man fighting in the ditch. You have a destiny to overcome your troubles. Fate has a funny way of showing our purpose in life. 


I actually haven't said anything about controlling. You only have to stay focus. You only have to stay strong and believe yourself. But most of all, you have to have an outlet. Channel it. Let it out. Everybody has a tolerance level. You can hold the line long enough but sooner or later you have to go to charge the enemy. Everything crumbles under pressure in the end. Even diamonds. I know how it feels, it feels like crap. But never let your fighting spirit down. Keep fighting. Cause in the end, no matter what everything will fall into place. It has to right???